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Oh my dear sun mystic messenger
Oh my dear sun mystic messenger




oh my dear sun mystic messenger

Her fears greatly decayed her in morals and sanity. Which caused a huge fight between the two that led her to injure V’s eyes before fleeing to go after Mika’s plan to start the Mint Eye, to prove to herself and Mika that V will love her regardless, no matter what she does to him or other people.

oh my dear sun mystic messenger

only for it to be immensely intensified by the death of Mother Choi, which completely shattered her mentality.Īfter Mika’s death, Rika becomes extremely paranoid that Mika was right and that V was a hypocrite and that he never actually loved her. her condition worsened after Sally’s death, which she blamed herself for. Her paranoia was worsened when Mika gaslighted Rika into thinking the V is a liar who only needs a victim to “play savior for” and that he will eventually leave her because of how dark she is. And thus the concept of Mint Eye was born.ĭue to Rika’s fear of abandonment and not being loved, she always doubted V’s love for her. Mika, who was Rika’s childhood friend, took advantage of her dreams to help others and manipulated Rika into thinking that her methods weren’t good enough and that she needed to do more to save others from the cruel world they live in, by nurturing their insecurities, giving love to the strong and not abandoning the weak. And always looked scared that people will leave her, which is the main reason that driven her to use people’s trauma as a way to brainwash them into thinking Mint Eye is where they'll find happiness, so that they'll stay by her side. According to 707 and Unknown, she always looked uncomfortable around people that didn't need her help. This drawns her to V's photographic work which is subtextually about the unconditional love the sun provides, a kind of love she never experienced growing up and wishes to give to others so they won't suffer like she did.Īs stated by her, it was painful to act like the person she wasn't, so she always found herself avoiding people who “lived in the light”. She desperately craves loves from others. Rika is still suffering from the scars of her abusive upbringing, and the inumerious traumas she suffered that made her highly mentally unstable, paranoid, mistrusful, angry, inadequate, and violent, giving her a very low self-esteem, believing that she doesn't deserve to be loved, that she’s a devil who was born a ball of darkness, viewing herself as mere filth, and a stupid, good-for-nothing orphan. Since she was abandoned and was repeteatly abused, tortured, and treated like a demon by her fervently religious adoptive parents. She was also capable of hosting great parties and managing to invite a large number of guests from all different backgrounds thanks to her tremendous influence on other and splendid persuasiveness, which is mainly because of her phenomenal speech skills, described by others as “having a way with words”, even going as far as saying that she can make anyone follow her blindly in a matter of minutes simply by speaking to them.

oh my dear sun mystic messenger

She touched hearts and improved the lives of countless strangers. Due to her incredible ambition for helping anyone in need she created the RFA to raise funds to donate to several charity organizations and give money to these who need the most. Rika was known to the RFA members as strong-willed and charismatic woman who wanted to help those around her to the best of her abilities. In Secret 01, she is seen wearing a long-sleeved dress adorned with rather intricate and elaborate designs. In Another Story, she wears a halter top open chest black dress and a black masquerade mask. She has also been seen wearing a formal suit with her hair placed in a high ponytail when hosting the RFA parties. On normal occasions, she is seen wearing a brown knee-length dress with a large cream colored bow just below her collar bone on her left side. She has bright lime-green eyes, and she is shown to be smiling most of the time. Rika is a beautiful, slender, pale-skinned young woman with wavy waist-length blonde hair that transitions to a lighter color, with bangs hanging on the left side.






Oh my dear sun mystic messenger